Writing: What Is It About Blogging?

For a long time, I've been resisting blogging.

Why?

I don't know actually.

I guess there is something deep inside me that disapproves of such an act as writing something personal on ther internet so that people around the world could easily read my writing, and of course, read me.

Writing is private.

Writing is the easist way to orgnize a soul which is messy and violent all the time.

Writing is something more like a course of revealing, of peeling myself off.

What I am thinking, and how I see certain things is what I would like to leave to myself.

All in all, I hate to be naked "verbally."

Sometimes evil thoughts flash through my mind, like disliking some people for no reason.

Then can I write it in my blog?

No way, 'cause your readers would judge you from what you wrote.

Your critique of people you dislike become the strongest proof that "you are narrow-minded and as ugly as could be."

Well, nobody could tolerate that so there would be certain "arrangement" in the writing.

So, what are bloggers writing for?

For others to read or for themselves to take down their thoughts?

Blogs are not private anymore; it is something to attract strangers; it is something to make lonely people feel "less" lonely.

Funny, isn't it?

But I guess that's how the modern world functions.

At least, I could try to be less disingenuous and more honest to myself.